Happy 4th to everyone, I have no special plans for today, the only plans other than Belly dancing classes is going out to lunch on Sunday with my Mom, Aunt and Sister. Well much to my surprise a guy that I had winked at on Match actually called last night, we talked for over an hour....well he is playing golf this afternoon but we may get together for a drink tonight....that would be really cool....it would be nice to get my mind occupied with something positive.....I have been focusing my thoughts on 3 years ago....that was when Brett unceremoniously ended our 3 1/2 year relationship in the cruelest of all the break up's that I have live through. I keep telling myself that I should be over the anger/hurt but for some reason it is there.Maybe expressing it here will help me move through those negative feelings.......you know it isn't the fact that he didn't want to be with me anymore it is how COLD he was....almost unhuman like that cut me to the quick.....he must have really hated me is all I can think. to be so, so ugly. I have to weigh in tomorrow at my Turbo bellydancing class....bummer I don't think I have lost anything....my plan was to only eat poptarts and drink slimfast today in hopes that the water I'm retaining would depart before 10:00 tomorrow....if I go out for drinks that kind of blows that plan....but I have to be flexible and not get rigid like I was back in my aneroxic days when I would only eat certain foods and not have any social life that would take me into eating situations...i.e. eating out. Diane
Hi y'all I am a tried and true Texan who loves life, my horse Miss Gracie Lonestar and I have gone Pug Crazy and I have added new members to my family, that is the 4 legged kind. I adopted a sweet Pug named Miss Lucy Lu, a Pug named Miss Mahdi Mimi LaRue, and a Pug named Henry Dancing Bear and Miss Liberty Belle Dancing Bear aka Bertie Bear or Gladie Bear!I am an Alumni of the Internationally Famous Apache Belles and an active member of the Belle Gold supporting and championing the current members of the Apache Belles! Also in November, 2013 I established the Tutu Sisterhood.... Started off with approximately 10 members and has grown to almost 45 in a very short time. We Love spreading Tutu Love! Last but not least I adore Quilting - I have been Quilting on and off for almost 30 years!